The flood is coming, now you can bet on tragedy, like gravity
Jan. 18th, 2026 06:35 amThis cold, wet Sunday morning, I give you more Hazbin Hotel! I woke up with this song in my brain, so now I shall share it with you.
Today, we shall have a crab feast! There is 8lbs of high-quality Dungeness crabs sitting in my fridge, and today I finally get to put them to good use! We're going to eat until we can't eat anymore. We got the deluxe crab picking kit, complete with crackers of varying kinds and pickers. If you've never had them, and you get the chance, I highly recommend it. The meat is sweet, tender and very buttery. It may rank up there with lobster for my favorite shellfish.
After that, we shall relax and then have dinner and then we have a 5:30pm game, which should be super fun. Then, tomorrow is back to work.
Yesterday was pretty quiet. We played Arvandor, which went very well. It's always fun when you finish a game and are thoroughly energized and happy. Of course, it only lasts for a little while, then you have the adrenaline crash and you're exhausted and ready to nap. It's optional whether the crash comes with bonus anxiety, of course. Y'know, did I talk to much, was I too quiet, did I give them enough guidance, or am I railroading them into doing what I want them to do? Yesterday waas blissfully void of the post game anxiety, I was just wiped out. I actually took a little nippy nap.
We are down to 109 days now. As usual, when I tick past a multiple of 10, I get excited. I desperately want to go away. With several outings cancelled because of illness and what not, I'm a little bit claustrophobic. I just want to go away. I don't think we'll have the time before then, which makes me a little sad. We've got a day trip to NYC to see the Lost Boy Musical in April, but nothing before then. I want a little trip as a treat. I will survive, though. Realistically, I know that I don't need to go anywhere. We've got a freaking enormous trip coming up, and that's more than enough. But part of me is like "I was supposed to go to Philly in January, so I'm owed a trip!"
I will either get over it, or I'll find a little trip to take. It really could be either.
And on that note, I'm going to go forth and put on pants and make sure all the butter containers are washed, in case people want to dip crab in it. Shame I don't have any lemons. I could probably get some, but since we're supposed to have a band of heavy snow moving through at 7:30, I'll wait til a little later in the morning to do that. It's supposed to be done by 9am. I could order it at 10, and still have it by noon.
Everyone have an awesome Sunday!
WIP/Project List (Jan-Feb)
Jan. 18th, 2026 06:46 pmWhy did I start on so many things lol
- Jan. 19: FE Engage Rosado's birthday
- Birthday art still not finished (coloring); also contemplating if I actually wanna line it but it's too far gone at this point
- Jan. 25: Sylvix soulmates AU for Sylvain Angst Weekend
- I have like. 200 words down. Actually idek where I wanna go with this and how long it'll be? Went into it with zero plan
- Feb. 8: Blue Lions Big Bang fic final deadline
- Currently reviewing comments and revising (
etherealwill is an amazing beta reader and I love her so much đ) - Currently sitting at 18k words but I expect this to increase to 20k once I am done with the other edits
- Currently reviewing comments and revising (
- Feb. 12: MHA Asui Tsuyu's birthday
- Sketch & lineart done; laying down flat colors
- Feb. 13-15: #ficwip hey, sweetheart
- Fic 1 (BKDK) finished at around 1.1k words
- Fic 2 (TDBKDK) wip at around 800+ words atm
I need to lock tf in tomorrow if I wanna post Rosado's art in time... though I always give myself leeway past midnight because I know it's still his birthday on the other side of the world, effectively giving me uhhh 36 hours or something idk I guessed the number.
I love him but there's something about drawing him that makes me give up halfway through LMAO this is the second time I've drawn him and lost steam, but I really really wanna draw my baby.
I also have some commitments irl so I might not be able to write or draw on some days... I'm past my GYWO goal for January though, which is good. I've been so talkative this month.
Fandom Trees and Snowflake day 9 (tropes)
Jan. 17th, 2026 10:58 pmI left some recs/recipes, but my creative endeavors this time around were limited to this:
(If youâre not familiar with Dragaera, all you need to know is that Aliera is a particularly haughty member of a Proud Warrior Race who are en masse extremely touchy about their honor and love to fight duels about it. She is sensitive about her height and levitates to appear taller, and her normally-green eyes turn blue when sheâs angry.
If youâre not familiar with Ghosts UK, all you need to know is that Thomas is the ghost of a (bad) Regency era poet, who is an oblivious romantic who died in a duel over a ladyâs honor.)
( Dragaera/Ghosts UK, Thomas Thorne, Aliera eâKieron, terrible poetry )
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Challenge #9: Talk about your favorite tropes in media or transformative works. (Feel free to substitute in theme/motif/cliche if "trope" doesn't resonate with you.)
I think this time around, Iâll just go with the tropes that are making my current reading â To Shape a Dragonâs Breath â such a fun and this-book-was-written-just-for-me reading experience :)
( magic as science, magic school, animal companion, alt history, Sweet Polly Oliver )
CURSED!!!
Jan. 17th, 2026 07:54 pmI have never had that happen before, either.
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Jan. 17th, 2026 11:21 pmHe died two days ago, in the hospital, with his daughters there. His son was at home, dealing with the aftereffects of a small kitchen fire (apparently some wiring fizzed and went up; they lost one cabinet but other things need repair and also the insurance man.)
I remember Don all the way back to when I was small. He and his older brother, Walt, rode their Indian motorcycles down from Ottawa to Rochester to visit my mom and meet me when I was maybe 2 years old. I remember them from then as being very tall and kind; as I grew up they continued to each be very tall and kind. In the summers as I was growing up Mom and I stayed at Don's place or Walter's place or their older sister Joan's farm for a week or two every year, so Mom could visit her wider family of sisters and nieces and nephews and grand-nieces and grand-nephews, and so I could get to know everyone.
Some of it blurs a bit -- how many back yard picnics? -- but I remember Don and his wife, Jean, taking me up to a cottage they had in Quebec once so we could go canoeing on the lake there, listen to loons calling and just glide over the beautiful clear water. I remember putting my hand in the water in a certain way and a fish just coming to rest inside it for a moment as if it were seaweed. I didn't grab on and catch it, but I could have. Later on, the two of them canoed up the St. Lawrence River for a good distance; it took them a month or more. I asked Jean what it was like, and she made a face and said it was "like walking uphill on your hands". But she did enjoy it.
All the memories are good. I do wish I could have seen him again, but I have him in my mind firmly and that will stay. And 91 years is a good run. He got to see his children married, and play with his grandchildren, and even (I think) one or two great-grandchildren. He loved listening to Irish music, any time it was available.
Hail the Traveler, Donald Hugh McKenna!
In which, once again, I *AM* the fandom for this ship...
Jan. 17th, 2026 08:52 pmA. and I have been watching High Potential and enjoying it very much. Today I decided I wanted to try writing a High Potential fanfic. So I went to AO3 to see what the big ships are, what the major tropes are, and so forth, so as not to jump into the fandom totally blind.
Of course the big ship is Morgan/Karadec, because they're partners on the show and we're supposed to interpret their differences as "opposites attract" and to want them to get together. But I just don't see it.
The second big ship is Morgan/Soto, which I find somewhat more plausible than Morgan/Karadec, except for the fact that Morgan appears to be so incorrigibly heterosexual as to render it impossible.
A few people shipped the canon ship Morgan/Tom, which I suppose could work, but I didn't find them to be a very interesting couple, and also he left town just as they were starting to get together. I suppose someone could do a fix-it fic to get them back together, but really I thought they were such a borin couple that I wouldn't even bother putting in the effort.
Which brings us to my favorite ship of the show: Morgan/Oz is a ship that's never going to happen in canon, but I think they'd make a good couple, and it'd be a more interesting ship than any of the above. Which is why at the time I started writing this post, there were 271 High Potential fics on AO3, of which exactly one was tagged Morgan/Oz: mine, in which Morgan and Oz are talking in bed, discussing how if their life were a TV show, the fanfic writers would ship Morgan and Karadec and they'd be totally wrong to do so. đ
snowflake challenge #9: tropes
Jan. 17th, 2026 10:03 pmOkay, I got this idea from someone who linked to something like this last year, but I'm not sure who. (Feel free to sound off if that was you.) Here is a trope tier list, made using this tier maker! Text version and some elaboration below.
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In Which Sanguinity Receives Many Lovely Things
Jan. 17th, 2026 06:54 pm1.
Congratulations to
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I also made a half-dozen things (which will have their own reveals post later), and that's been fun, too.
3.
Family Chistmas celebrations got delayed twice, first by weather, and the second time because my brother called up and said he was still waiting on my Christmas present to be delivered. He insisted he had ordered it in good time, but repeated shipping delays, it was supposed to be delivered any day now, etc. etc. And I was all dude, it's fine (while wondering what the big deal was, but whatever, if he wanted to hold off so we could do it all in person, that's fine, too.) I get a long weekend for MLK Jr. weekend (for non-USians, this weekend), so we pushed it all back to today, when we convened at Mom's house for delayed Christmas celebrations.
Lo, this was my brother's Christmas present to me:
( color me dumbstruck )
I am very much blown away by the gift, and yes that was very much worth delaying celebrations for and also making sure he could watch me open it in person, I very much get it now.
Either he won Christmas or I won Christmas, I'm not sure which, but either way, Christmas was indeed won.
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Jan. 18th, 2026 03:54 pmLife Update
- Andrew was discharged today and is currently napping on the couch. \o/!! That was his shortest hospital stay yet.
- I have done something terrible to the back of my left knee, argh. At least I don't have to bike on it anymore.
Books & TV Update
- On the second Penric & his Demon audiobook by Bujold. I'm not following it super-closely, but it's a pleasant enough tale to accompany me through chores and so on. :-)
- Started Kdrama Can This Love Be Translated?, and I like it a lot so far. Kim Sun-ho has come so far from his geeky supporting-cast character in Good Manager (AKA Chief Kim). (Do I want to rewatch Strongest Deliveryman? IIRC, it was a bit weak, but otoh, it had enemy-to-hyung slash potential...)
- Looking forward to watching The Pitt s02e02 tonight.
Fandom/Making Stuff
- Inbox and tabs are out of control. I've started ruthlessly closing tabs.
- I didn't manage to finish any gifts before
fandomtrees reveals. The last three days, I've been shuttling back and forth to the hospital for epic Scrabble bouts. I have two fics back from beta that I still hope to finish and post as late treats (both need rewrites), but I haven't had the brain to word. I spent a lot of my spare moments over the last 24 hours icing my knee and trying to draw an art gift, with no success. (Why are faces?? ;-p) So my plan is to finish the fics, and then go back and finish the things I started for Yuletide. And then go back even further and finish the thing I started for
guardian_wishlist. ;-p Also, to continue on with *Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain* in the hopes it will make me better at faces.
fandomtrees gifts, yayayay!!
I received five deliciously wonderful gifts for
fandomtrees!! FIVE!!
- Desperately Seeking Susan - delightful post-canon drabble sequence Pillars of Their Community by
sanguinity :D - Guardian by Priest (novel) - beautiful little Shen San/Wei & Daqing interlude by
facethestrange - Good Manager - hilarious podfic of my Kim Sungryong/Seo Yul crackfic, The Yul3000, ahhh! I've listened to this three times through already.
- Good Manager - flirty/sexy kisses drabble sequence by
maggie33 <3 <3 <3 - Bluey! - adorable timeline-refreshing Bingo fanart by
lomelinde_laurea. <3 <3 <3
ETA: What is even the point of Markdown if you can't nest formatting inside lists? ;-p
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Jan. 17th, 2026 07:53 pm( Pictures... )
Taro's a dang angel. She's the best dog anyone could ask for!
So, today... besides work...
I created this journal! Added a couple backdated entries since I keep an extensive journal locally. Using an online journal seems like a good way to organize and maybe even interact with a few cool people along the way, though! I need to do that, more. It's hard, though. I'm an artist by trade and I work alone all day, more or less. I love my job but one of the downsides is the relative isolation. It can get to me sometimes and I'm not great at voluntarily pushing myself to socialize. I have a housemate that I'm actually friends with so that helps to keep me from becoming a complete hermit but I definitely need to put in some effort of my own to get out and meet people.
I've been back in my hometown for about a year after spending over a decade on the road. I'm glad I'm back, but without some pavement moving under my wheels I sometimes wonder what I'm doing. Am I making progress? What is progress? What do I even want in life?
A few important relationships kinda shit the bed in the past year or two as well. This left me feeling like I lost not only the person but the people/communities I knew through them. It's got me feeling like i have no choice but to start completely over. I don't really know how, though. Being 40 is kind of strange like that. Everyone's got their life, partners, kids, friends. If you haven't figured that out by now, well, good luck buddy.
It's not like I'm totally alone in the world, but I've definitely lost out on some important connections and there is a void left that I don't know how to fill. Some of that was my fault, a lot of it wasn't. I sure know how to pick em, I guess. I still have some hope, though. It's not all bad by any means.
Probably should go to some kind of group event. They have oldtime and irish music jams in this town a few times a month. I know I'd enjoy those. I already know several tunes and I love the music. Meeting people who play would be a sure win. It's kind of a hike to get to them, though, and my van is a rattling, old, gas guzzling behemoth. Yeah, I should probably start thinking about getting a new car. It's real hard to let go of my van, though. I'd lived in it since 2016. I could keep it and get a second car... This is all kind of an overwhelming prospect, though, and I'm sure I'll push it until my hand is forced by circumstances somehow. New car payments aren't going be a thing so I'll end up with another jalopy that needs my constant attention, haha. I guess it might be worth it if it has heat/AC and better gas mileage!
Anyhow. There's some rambling. I feel like it's kind of an introduction, in a way.
If you don't want the death of the party after I'm gone, sing one for me
Jan. 17th, 2026 06:24 pmI had forgotten how much socializing my attendance of conventions used to entail. I turned the corner for registration and immediately spotted a
Tomorrow, panels.
saturday
Jan. 17th, 2026 07:32 pm
From a walk we took down back this afternoon. It was nice that the sun was peeking out today. That's the lake in the far distance. The temps were a little above freezing and it wasn't windy so it didn't feel nasty cold like yesterday.

Here I was standing in the same spot as the former photo but looking in a different direction. Little Red Rainy.
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We have been eating so much junk lately (cookies and sweets) that I just got sick of it all and went shopping today for the ingredients for red lentil and spinach soup, which I made for lunch. Served with whole grain seeded toast and a slice of cheddar cheese. It tasted so good! I'm pleased with myself for breaking away from the sweets. Now to stay away. And I got the ingredients for the next meal I want to make after the lentil soup is gone: macaroni tuna salad with chopped carrots, peas and hard boiled eggs.
After lunch I worked for a couple hours on sewing the blanket squares together while watching an enjoyable and little bit silly movie: The Last Word with Shirley MacLaine.
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Jan. 14th, 2026 07:00 pmVan started rough and did all kinds of wacky shit when I first turned it over, idling unevenly, etc. This has been happening. I think itâs because I've been letting it sit too much. I think itâs a fuel delivery issue. The lines are totally dry and cold at first. Once I drive it around for even a minute it seems totally fine. And every subsequent start of the day was much more even. I guess I really do need to try and start it every few days and run fuel through it even if Iâm not driving it. Annoying.
Bought Mom a sketchbook. For Christmas I got her colored pencils and some adult coloring books since she had expressed interest. But why stop there? So I got her a blank book, too. I suspect she would be a pretty good artist if she let herself get into it! Maybe she will.
Was tired as shit early in the evening and felt myself spiraling into some kind of depressive pit. Smoked weed. Practiced the Dax Riggs song âI hear Satanâ on the octave mandolin. Been trying to learn it the past few days. Tried to record it but I donât think I can make a good version right now. The timing of the melody with the riff is difficult to keep straight. I'm getting it, but it's going to take more practice before I feel like sharing anything. It's one of those songs where I suspect the musician wrote it by playing the parts independently. You know how that goes. Then you have to spend a lot of time actually learning how to play your own song. Agh!
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Jan. 11th, 2026 06:47 pmToday is sunny!
Helped Carter paint his âfridge roomâ with the same green paint that he did the kitchen with. I did all the cutting in. Iâm good at that and I do it clean and fast. I put on some music and we busted the room out relatively quickly. I like the new color a lot. It's bright and clean compared to the dusty, dark, flat rose color that was in there before.
Went to the food store for the weekly shop. I actually felt something while there. Just the slightest energy, presence. A pinch of magic, the way I used to feel. I havenât felt that in months. When I went to bed I felt it, too. Not overpowering. Subtle. Nice.
Snowflake challenge #6
Jan. 17th, 2026 10:55 pmChallenge #6
Top 10 Challenge. Post your answer to todayâs challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it.
I always love making lists of my top 10s, so this is a great challenge. But... what to choose? My first thought was to make it about my top 10 video games, but right now I'm not even sure I have ten proper answers to that. I fell out of Genshin Impact when Natlan was released, and that was the obvious "modern" game on my list - other than that I mostly play either simple games on the phone, or old games from the NES/SNES era, neither of which could measure up to modern games in terms of complexity or graphics. Then I also thought of video game characters, but I already did something similar ages ago.
So, that leaves the current obsession top 10 - snooker people. Note, I'm not saying snooker players exclusively, simply because I need a way to include a couple of others, too.
Maybe this could be your way to get to know these guys a bit more? Here we go:
1. Mark Selby
If you had asked me prior to the 2024 World Championships whether I would ever put him first on a list like this, I would've laughed in your face. That's how much I used to not like him. Yet, here we are, and he easily means the most to me now. It's not just that I love how he plays - even more, it's the fact that I love how he comes across in interviews, and how he is as a person. Yes, the warmth I feel for him just keeps increasing after meeting him in person several times.
He's an incredible player to watch - and by the way, the "he plays boring and destructive snooker"-crowd need a reality check. But also, he's thoughtful and elegant in interviews, honest about himself and classy about his opponents, even in defeat. And finally, he's always warm and kind to the fans when you meet him at events. It will also never stop feeling surreal to me that he knows me now, and that he says "nice to see you again" when we meet, or asks which event is my next one.
2. Iulian Boiko
Okay, this is the first time I'm doing this, but let's face it: He's my second most loved player now. I've had a soft spot for him ever since he became the (then) youngest professional ever as a 14 year old in 2020. That stint on the pro tour didn't go well for him, as he was simply too young and inexperienced, so I ended up following amateur snooker to the best of my ability for a few years, until he regained his tour card in the spring of 2025. Believe me, I was watching the end of that match - the U21 European Championship final - with tears in my eyes when he made it.
3. Ronnie O'Sullivan
My first favourite in this sport, and forever a player I love. He's amazing to watch when he plays well, but it was his expressiveness that made me take him to heart from the first moment. He wears his heart on his sleeve, and for me that means that I also feel very strongly about him when he plays. When I first got into snooker during the 2014 Masters, there was one thing I didn't want to do: I was not going to adopt the biggest star of the sport, just because everyone else loved him. I like to joke that Ronnie thought "Oh, really? Let's see about that!" before he knocked in 556 consecutive points in the quarter-final vs Ricky Walden - a record that still stands today. My love for snooker started with that match. Over the next few days, I kept researching Ronnie, because he refused to get out of my mind despite my best efforts, learning about his past scandals and consciously looking up "negative" facts to see if I could make him budge. But no - you just can't tell your heart what to do, and I had already given him a piece of mine. He still has that, even though there are others who have more now. But: first love, still a player I love fiercely.
4. Thepchaiya Un-Nooh
It took me a while to really open my heart to him. I've probably only been his fan since he lost to Selby at the British Open in 2024. That was such a beautiful match, seeing the two of them around each other, and paying attention to their completely opposite playstyles. Thepchaiya is apparently nicknamed "F1", because he's as fast as an F1 car - a very fitting nickname. Unfortunately, if you would try to drive an F1 car on a regular road, the first adjective people would use to describe that endeavour would likely be "careless" - which is the very definition of how he plays, too. In full flow, he's great to watch. But then, he can and will also miss carelessly several times in a match, including having missed the final black on a maximum on three different occasions. He sees the irony himself, too, having once made a t-shirt which said "I love #140" on it! On a personal note, it also doesn't hurt that he's probably the most handsome man in snooker - when it comes to looks, he's an absolute beauty.
5. Michael Holt
So, Michael might not be among the best players anymore - he's just inside the top 64 for now, needing to stay there in order to retain his tour card. He is, however, the most endearing and charming man in the sport. He dances around the table if he's playing well, smiling like the Sun. Or, if things aren't going so well, he's just as visibly devastated. It's the way he wears his emotions on his sleeve that has made me love him, and I always want him to do well. The last really good run came at the UK Championship 2024, where he reached the quarter finals after having defeated Jak Jones 6-5 from 2-5 down - believe me, I was screaming in front of my telly.
6. Judd Trump
I like to say that Judd is my "fallback joy" player, because he tends to always go far in tournaments. So, when everyone else I love is out, he is often the one that remains. Even though he hasn't won a tournament for more than a year now - and that sounds absolutely mad if you ask me - he's still the world number one in the rankings. He deserves it, too - at his best he is probably the best player out there right now. Even though he used to have this "playboy"-like image, and sometimes likes to show off fancy cars and holidays in expensive places, he seems a rather soft-spoken person when you see him in interviews, and he has this quietly sharp way of answering questions. In short, he makes it very hard not to love him.
7. Rob Walker
So, there's the reason I couldn't let this list be only about the players. Rob is the MC at some of the major events - apart from being the one who introduces the players when they walk into the arena for their matches, his job is to gear up the crowd before the cameras go on, and also sometimes to do immediate, post-match interviews with players. The thing about Rob is that he's a kind of polarizing person in the snooker fandom - either, people hate him for being an excessive bundle of energy (and for being annoying as commentator when the BBC decide to put him behind the microphone), or they love him for being a bundle of joy and - yes - energy. Even though I tend to be in the first camp with a lot of overly energetic people, I've always had a soft spot for Rob. He's funny and he feels authentic, even though he has admitted that he of course overdoes it a little with his jumping around like something on a string, at times. On a personal note, he's also good-looking to me - I love his smile and his eyes.
8. Stephen Hendry
The big legend of this sport; a seven-time world champion in the '90s. Nowadays he's a commentator - and of course he's one of the best at that, too. He got an invitational tour card a few years ago, something that led me to researching him in detail. I spent quite an amount of hours watching '90s snooker on Youtube, simultaneously enjoying it and feeling gutted that I had no idea about this sport back at that time. Still, I like him both for what I've learned about him as a player, and for what I see of him today. He also has a great Youtube channel, by the way - including some of the best interviews ever done with Ronnie, because their communication is absolutely something else.
9. Zhao Xintong
Okay, filling the last spaces of this list is getting a bit harder from this point onwards, as I've already mentioned the players I love the absolute most. As for Xintong, he became the first Chinese world champion in May 2025, and for that he's definitely worth loving. In fact, I like several of the Chinese players, and it might even be hard for me to put them in order, because I like them more or less on the same level, yet a bit emotionally differently. The reason I'm mentioning Xintong first is simply that he had that amazing run to the world title - and of course the fact there were some very gorgeous moments with Ronnie after their semifinal. I prefer to not think of the match too much, because I didn't enjoy watching Ronnie lose clearly, but I can never forget the warmth and the smiles between them immediately afterwards. Absolute Master and Protégé energy, and very beautiful to see.
10. Neil Robertson
I have a very ambivalent relationship with Neil as a fan - so much that I had to mentally convince myself to even put him on the list. As a person, he's absolutely one of the nicest people around the snooker, happily stopping to talk with fans, remembering us between tournaments, and even giving me a sort of hug on his own once. I really like what I've seen of his personality, and I can absolutely imagine him being someone I'd get along great with - especially considering his "nerdy" interests like gaming and sports.
He used to be one of my liked players when I first got into snooker, and I'll never forget his joy when he became the first person to make 100 century breaks in a season in 2014 - when he made the 100th, during the World Championships that year, he ran around celebrating like a madman, and it made me smile so much. However, in the last couple of years he's developed a nasty habit of beating people I love more a bit too often, meaning I rarely support him these days. But okay, let him have the 10th spot, for old times' sake and for seemingly being a genuinely warm person.